MAMCITA GOLSON
wow .. umm where to start .. okkayy !! well when i was born i was qoin bakk and forth between my "grandma" && myy "aunt" the reason whyy i was qoin bakk && forth was causee myy real mother had me at 12 && the last time i saw her i was 4 ; but when i turned maybee 7 or 8 i asked myy "aunt" how much did i weiqht && all those questions && she said idkk && i said whyy she said cause i didnt havee yhu ... she told me "the truth" && i didnt caree i had a non-chalant attitudee ... so when i qot 12 myy "real" daddyy said he want a paternityy test because i aint his && i never even seen the quyy (so i thouqht) so when we went to qet the test it came bakk that he wont myy father so thereforee myy "grandma" && myy "aunt" wasnt really myy familyy , they`re actuallyy starnqers ... so ever sincee then i would never listen to myy "aunt" && i thouqht i was qrown && onee dayy i qot so mad causee myy "aunt" said somethinq out myy mama && said i was qonna be likee that && i started spazz`n ... then i started havinq self-esteem issues , wantinq attention && lettinq everythinq a boyy sayy qet to myy head && i thouqht to myy self their aint no qod . qod aint real && i tried to kill myy self onee dayy , but myy "aunt" stepped in && she blokk`d it , she wouldnt let it be so [thats myy *theme* sonq] && now i appreciate her but then aqain i don`t causee she's always puttinq me down && i look for l♥ve from "men" anyybodyy i want i qet is how i saw it && if yhu said yhu l♥vee me i was quikk to jump . i`ve learned && im still learninq ... learninq that lifee can`t be paradise
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